I made it THROUGH~!!

Hey peeps...

ok..first i'd like to say million thanks to my besty for awarding me with this award...although im a junior blogger...this award from my besty..really means a lot to me..huhuh...

and yeah....i made it through....so on the 29/3/2010, i had to undergo a minor surgery to have my tonsils removed...yes..its a minor surgery..but only god knows the pain i suffered..huwaaa......

I was admitted on 29/3/2010, had the op done, and was only discharged after two days...gosh..how i hate being in the hospital...my whole life of 26 years, i have never been admitted to the hospital...NEVER....

I used to look after my dad if he's admitted..and had never put myself in the situation..i used to think..why laa..the patient dont wanna eat hospital food which looks good to me...and now i totally understand~!!...

Am so glad i made it through....i have been having on and off fever for sometimes, sorethroats, and there are ulcers on the tonsils...so i finally made a decision to see a specialist and yes...the moment the specialist checked it out, he straightaway fixed a date for the removal of my tonsilitis...huhuh....terkejut ok..cuak giller....on the historical day..my blood pressure shoot up...as i was tooo anxious and nervous..so they had to put me under observation before the op can be done...haahha..malunye..baru nak minor surgery..esok2..beranak..ntah macammane..hahaha..

I was send in the OT at about 10 am and was send out at about 1pm...i was put on a GA...so i memang tak sedar langsung...thank god...but the aftermath....OMG....double tripple pain ok...in normal circumstances a tonsilitis patient will be discharged after a day je..but in my case i was detained for another extra day as my throat was still sore....reason being due to my bad cough...

Now, i am still on MC for 14 days..for me to recuperate and fully recover...i still have the cough though..so the healing process is a bit slower...and my throat still bleeds a little....i am on liquid diet.....and i cant talk much...owh..that's a difficult task for me to do..trust me~!!..hehe..

But, yeah...come to think of it..i made it THROUGH...not becoz of my semangat or whatsoever, but becoz of the prayers of the people around me...

Many thanks to my parents who stayed at the hospital till late at nite to take care of me...to my fiancee who stayed over with me for 2 nites...who took leave for 2 days to take care of me....to my brothers and sisters who texted me all the time to ensure that im ok....to my niece and nephews for the well wishes..and to ALL who visited me during my stay in the hospital.... i am blessed to have all the nicest people around me....These are the people that made me made it through...in times like this, u'll realised that the love of the important people will keep u go on~!!..
This is definitely a moment for me to cherish as part of my growing up~!!...

*HUGZ*

P/s did i mention that the two tonsils looked as though i had swallowed two ferrerro roche??haiiih....

BacK to NATURE~!!

hey there~!!

Well...this entry will be about how i spent my long weekends...
here it goes..

during the cny holidays..i went to Perak....

So the whole family went..stayed at a place called Teratak Afrina...which is situated in a very very rural area....its a homestay...hm..and yeah its nice.....its a totally different experience...its not a hotel...its just a place where there is this 2 little house consisting of 2 queen beds..with a connecting door which connects one room to the other...fuhh..long description huh?!?

what else can i say other than its a totally different experience for me...staying at a homestay in Batu Kurau, Perak...took a stroll to see the monkeys and the goats at the side of the road...get to eat at a place called doli (famous for the fried kuay teow)..nyum nyum....the best part....i managed to get myself "berendam" in the river which has this icy cold water and of course finally get to berendam in the hotsprings in Sungkhai......

the fact that one can actually adjust the temperature of the water (the water is definitely from the natural source) really amaze me..im not sure of the public pool for the hotsprings but the one that me n my family mandi manda surely has that adjuster....you see..here in sungkhai u may choose to either swim at the public hotspring pools or u may also book a temporary private pool called private spa village where they provide u with a private room with a private pool..the price rm 25 per hour....nice huh??

The purpose of this trip is definitely to try our luck in our efforts to improve my father's condition...we heard the hot springs' mineral may help to strengthen the muscles and is definitely good for curing and healing purposes....so lets hope that his legs muscles are stronger now after the "rendaming" (am definitely having difficult time finding the words rendam!!! urgh)

Dun really get to take alot of pics as im bz enjoying my time rendaming myself..but surely will upload some pics soon...anyhow...here are few pics from perak...




















































Definitely this is a totally different experience...guess, i can say that its part and parcel of my growing up...sometimes..u just need to go back to nature...rite??

HaiiiiiH *sigh*

hey peeps..

So yesterday i went swimming with my girl friends...uuuu....it was nice...after weeks..finally we get to swim again...at last~~...

there are things which are bothering me a little now...hm..so what do i wanna blab about this time eh...
lets talk bout friends lah...here we go....

there are basically 2 kinda friends..u have the friends for life i.e. true friends and u have the backstabber friends i.e. bitches....i have true friends and i definitely thank god for sending them to me..they are the ones who are always with me through everything..ups and downs, thick and thin...some of them are even the friends that i have known since i was in primary 1....

i have been called a kaypoh both in good and bad ways...but then...recently i heard from a friend telling me that long2 time ago...someone actually asked her if she's not close with me anymore and that if she's not, it means that she finally realised what kinda person i am...this bothers me for days..seriously..i even asked my besty..am i that bad?

juz becoz im outspoken...its easy for others to turn the table on me...example: if they say it, they'll use my name and ppl will definitely believe i said that...alaa banyak lagi..am afraid one entry is not enough.....but then..why do this kinda ppl even exist eh??...i know the person who said "u pon dah sedar" tu is a person who's been influenced by the hot juicy stories and a person who unconsciously relates it with the events where im in for the gossips and things...pffft...

but then again...besty words comforted me sooo much..."babe..if ko mcm tu..dah lame aku tak tahan ngan ko"...it made me think..betul gak kan..i have true friends who have been my friends and are still CLOSE to me if not CLOSER, whom i have known since primary 1....i have true friends and best friends...these are the people that live and lite up my life...

i dun need bitches in my life...if the bitches think that im a bitch and not listed in being true friends..takpe laa i dun mind...im glad they are not in my life anymore..im glad i have been kicked out of the circle...

this entry might cause a lil fuss...and there'll be voices chirping asking me to grow up...well i am....in the process of growing up...kan kan kan????

ala....anyhow...if i dun get to meet these kinda bitches...how can i named my experience as part and parcel of growing up~~kan kan kan....

after a WHILE~~~

Hello peeps..

After a while, i have decided to start writing again..its not that i have got so much time to spare but its juz for the fun of it...:) ooooook....so where do i begin?? i never thought that it'll be this hard to write again...*sigh* i have lost my touch, i guess~!!

so this is the 2nd month of the new year and the 8th month (lucky month huh??hopefully~!!) im in this new firm. Joined this legal firm in July 2009 and am sooooo glad i made the right decision. Well, speaking of which, this leads me to post a question of whether, one should choose the salary or the working environment?????

Well, i have experienced getting good environment but in terms of the pay?? nahhh...nothing to be proud of...and i have been through an environment of hell but the pays are definitely good...so this is the third place im in..whereby i get to get both.....:) Not to say that im getting such a high salary that i can be proud of...but to say it in malay.. "BOLEHLAH"...can feed myself and at the same time can put a lil aside for savings purposes...

Since i have experienced both..am definitely going for the environment thingie..trust me its the most important thing..i need to wake up and smile and feel happy to go to work...of coz there r times, i'll be very very very, extremely lazy, but its not as bad as feeling that work is actually a burden and that u just hate ur employer, ur place of work and everything bout work...i have felt that before...there were times that i dun even wanna look at the building i worked in...becoz of the psychopathetic bosses...

But, now, things have changed..im content with what i have, content with where i am...and content with everything...i guess...the last employment was really hell and horriffic!!!huhuh...cant event make myself forget that stupid treatment i received from 'gigi' and 'ketik'..huhuhuh..

After the hell experience, im definitely making decisions base on the working environment rather than the salary im getting...of coz i wanna have both..but there's this sayings that sounded like this :"you just cannot have the best of both worlds"..heheh...so here i am feeling content with what i have and experiencing...Alhamdulillah...

ala...lagipun, its part and parcel of growing up right~~~